Say Something, I'm Giving Up on You

I don't know how to let you know how much your words of property being worth the same as life has damaged our relationship. 

I don't know how to get you to care about other people more than going to the grocery store right this instant.

I don't know how to get you to care the people around you that have to remain vigilant because it's life/death for themselves or members of their household.

I don't know how to get you to realize that many of your peers are remaining vigilant despite being tired and not being at risk themselves.

I don't know how to let you know that what you say now impacts how I will interact with you in 6 months and that I am considering walking away from various communities, including those I have been a part of for just about all my life.

I don't know how to express the sorrow I feel having not believed in personal responsibility prior to this year and seeing now that I still managed to believe in it more than I should have.

I don't know how to say that I'm struggling not to give up right now and need someone to say something again because it's been a minute and I'm just so tired and so done.